Sunday, August 16, 2009

It's been a whole year....

since I wrote this post. Friday was one year since I miscarried our twins. So much happens in a year. Not a day goes by that I don't think of them, what it would be like with them here, who would they look like, or what day would have been their birthday. Would they have been a boy and a girl like we thought? So many questions that will never be answered. Yet if they were here, we wouldn't have our sweet Emery on the way. It's amazing the changes that a year can bring. We learned to laugh and smile again and we learned that even though it hurt like nothing we had ever felt, that God had great things planned for us and it would be O.K. It's a bittersweet moment, we miss you babies and our love for you will never end.


***I am grateful for
1) a year can change so much
2) learning to smile again
3) learning to laugh again
4) never-ending love
5) Chase and Emery (and Jeff, who I never could survive without)


Mrs. Pod said...

This is a very sweet rememberance post Kahla. Its amazing how much can change in such a short amount of time. You are right about a plan for you and Jeff and Chase...I am just so glad that stories like yalls are out there. They remind us all that there is a silver lining to every cloud and a light at the end of the tunnel.

Michelle said...

Thinking of you and your sweet angels!

Joy said...


I know these feelings all too well. I got pregnant with Abigail right after a miscarriage and it comforted me to know that I wouldn't have my sweet Abby girl if I had carried the other baby. God works in mysterious ways.

Amanda Hoyt said...

In loving memory of your sweet babies.
Hugs and prayers dear friend,

Hoping for our own Peanut said...

your babies are looking down from heaven and watching over you, chase, emery and jeff.

you are one strong mama!

Chelle said...

It truly is bitter sweet.