Sunday, August 14, 2011

3 Years

3 years ago we, I, miscarried our twins and our hearts were shattered. Looking back it is bittersweet. We long to hold them, wonder who they would look like, and what their personalities would be like, yet we know if we had not lost them then Emery would not be here. I can't even imagine life without her. Not a day goes by that I do not think of them. They are forever in our hearts.

****I am grateful for
1) time heals pain, or at least eases it a little I suppose
2) holding those moments in your heart that change your life forever
3) Chase
4) Emery
5) determination


Hoping for our own Peanut said...

Giant internet hug to you. I wish it was something we didnt have in common. And youre exactly right about missing what you lost but loving what you have..I cant wrap my head around how it will feel to hold this baby next year..